15 July 2008

Life goes on.

Took a few days to post this up as I did not want to get really emotional or breakdown while writing this. Anyway, it's funny how people, humans in general, tend to feel really emotional when the same sad thing happens again and we already know it's going to happen. Ironically, the sad event is also a happy one. So in the end are we actually emotionally down or even crying, or are we feeling joy for the event. Specifically, it's the event of a very good and close friend of ours leaving to pursue her future. It's sad that she's leaving, let alone leaving again. And we're happy for her that she's doing what she wants; well she isn't exactly doing what she wanted to do.
Here I am sitting at my computer and letting you know (whoever you may be) that life does go on. Here I am thinking that I was probably going to end up in a miserable state, especially after knowing about a certain thing which I hoped for was going to happen. But there's this one thing I learned, and it's the fact that everything that happens, is all part of life. We're going through constant trials and triumphs. We usually can't tell the two apart due to the difficult situations we get stuck in. And it's not that I never knew this, but I am now learning to embrace it.
The true love of my life will be far away once again, and I still can't do much. But now I will try to do more and make a difference. Will it be tough, yes. Will there be hardships, yes. Will it stop me, I sure hope not. I am going to make a strong stand and do my best.
An old chapter of my life has finally come to an end. It was a very bitter one in fact. Now a new one opens up and a new journey begins. I will not say that it is an adventure, because although I do know what my agenda is, but it is one that is not meant for the sake of pleasure. It will be long and hard, but I will try my best to never say die. I will not say for sure as I don't want to be making any promises I might not be able to keep. Although I am aiming to go all the way. Hopefully can make a difference and a strong impact.

Once again, I am alone. Once again, I will try and achieve my goal. This time I am braver and bolder. I can safely say that I am reborn and a changed man.

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