Purpose
All right, this is the first official post of my blog. Now the purpose of me making this blog is to express myself when I can't or have no time to with my friends and loved ones. Don't worry, this doesn't mean that I'm not going to come to those who I have been with my problems.
Now for my first expression that I want to "vent" out. I seriously have issues with my family. Or maybe I just have issues with myself. Either way I have issues. The thing is, sometimes the issues aren't really the problem, but more of what's really bugging me inside that reverts me to thinking that I have issues or somesort. Now this may sound confusing but who cares. You can choose to read this and understand or just bug off. This is my space to express. And I really need to find another word to use.
Now back to my problem; well I need to figure out how to resolve my inner peace. For other people, it's more like meditating after some time and knowing your path of life. Something along those lines. Well sometimes I feel like I need to be cut some slack. Yes it's my fault that I don't exactly tell them everything that's going on in my head and heart, because if I did, I wouldn't be normal. I wouldn't be, in the sense that I would just be saying everything out without knowing why I'm saying it and not really solving the problem. And then again if I don't say as much as I can, how can they give me some space to breathe. I know I may sound contradicting, but that's just me at times. I have a friend who calls himself the "prince of contradiction." I just call him the "new age Confucious." Ok, I'm getting a little off topic and this is becoming really long.
In short, I need some time to myself, but only from certain people. I need more breathing space for certain things. But for some others, especially a certain someone, I hope I can get as much understanding from them, although I am the cause of the gap between us. But I'm still working on that. And once again I need to say that I need to fix up my grammar and stuff because I'm writing with lots and lots of errors.
Guess that'll be all for now. And there will definitely be more posts to come. Good ones :D And a better outlook for this blog.
See ya!
Now for my first expression that I want to "vent" out. I seriously have issues with my family. Or maybe I just have issues with myself. Either way I have issues. The thing is, sometimes the issues aren't really the problem, but more of what's really bugging me inside that reverts me to thinking that I have issues or somesort. Now this may sound confusing but who cares. You can choose to read this and understand or just bug off. This is my space to express. And I really need to find another word to use.
Now back to my problem; well I need to figure out how to resolve my inner peace. For other people, it's more like meditating after some time and knowing your path of life. Something along those lines. Well sometimes I feel like I need to be cut some slack. Yes it's my fault that I don't exactly tell them everything that's going on in my head and heart, because if I did, I wouldn't be normal. I wouldn't be, in the sense that I would just be saying everything out without knowing why I'm saying it and not really solving the problem. And then again if I don't say as much as I can, how can they give me some space to breathe. I know I may sound contradicting, but that's just me at times. I have a friend who calls himself the "prince of contradiction." I just call him the "new age Confucious." Ok, I'm getting a little off topic and this is becoming really long.
In short, I need some time to myself, but only from certain people. I need more breathing space for certain things. But for some others, especially a certain someone, I hope I can get as much understanding from them, although I am the cause of the gap between us. But I'm still working on that. And once again I need to say that I need to fix up my grammar and stuff because I'm writing with lots and lots of errors.
Guess that'll be all for now. And there will definitely be more posts to come. Good ones :D And a better outlook for this blog.
See ya!
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