Artificial Insomnia?

Wonder if my heading even makes sense. Well artificial is man-made, and insomnia is a kind of mental illness, so wonder if it's possible to have a man-made mental illness. Well too many things on my mind. My body and brain are really tired but I just don't want to go to sleep. I don't think I should sleep. Although someone's not going to be very happy about this but I hope she understands. I just can't help it. This mental state of mine must change, but don't think it will any time soon. How I wish I could just disappear into the wind like dust just for a moment. Let loose and be free of all troubles for a while. Wouldn't that be nice. No worries or thoughts of hatred and anger and sorrow. Life would be peaceful if it weren't for us humans. Ironic, since there would be no life if we weren't around.