28 July 2008

A Week

All right, let me summarize what I have been doing this past week. Well more like what fun things I have been doing.
So on Wednesday after school, I went we my Streetwave collegues to a secondary school to give them a session to learn how to play with a swave board. It was actually the second session for them, just that I wasn't there at the first one. All we did (I did) was teach them how to turn properly and stuff. After that we set out a course for them to race. And obviously the winner gets something. A FREE BOARD! So Darren forgot to bring the cones so we just had to improvise with the court markings. It wasn't a hard course in fact. And we kind of knew who the winner was already. But we had to make it fair. So in the end, our guess of who the winner would be was correct. He seemed pretty happy with his FREE board. Haha, but after that I got to have a little fun with him. Alvin says that I bullied him. But the thing is, he was willing. So what we did was race. Him and I. And I managed to win :p And that concluded that day.
On Saturday, went to take my First Aid course exam. And I managed to pass with ease :D Wasn't at all that hard and I scored 23/30 for my theory paper. There was actually one participant who didn't pass the paper, but they letter her make corrections so that she passed. And obviously, she did with a second attempt. And during the practical, the examiner was actually helping us throughout the bandaging of a casualty and CPR on Little Anne. Little Anne is the CPR dummy for those that don't know. It was literally impossible to fail the course, because the examiner did not let you leave till you pass. So everyone was happy. Now we all just have to wait four weeks till we can go and collect our certificate. Oh and I recieved my NCAP level 1 coaching course certificate on Friday. So now I am an official certified coach and first aider :D
Now coming to today, or yesterday which was Sunday. I met up with some of my old classmates from ICS. I was quite amazed how they all looked the same and stuff. We hanged out and stuff. Watched a stupid movie, and chilled after that. It was pretty cool seeing them again and hanging out. Hoping to meet with at least some of them again before they head back to the States and start school again.

20 July 2008

First Aid Course

Today marks the end of my second day as well as the end of the theoretical portion of my First Aid course. It's quite fun actually and I learned a lot. I'll try to get a few pictures and post them up :)

19 July 2008

What I've done.

Well I've been sort of occupied recently. Not with work or things to do, but just thoughts in my head. My mum and sister had a very big fight yesterday. I was pulled into it some how. Got really pissed about that. But sometimes getting pissed doesn't do anything. But we are after all still human beings, so it's only natural that I get pissed or something. Sometimes, I wonder why I contradict myself in the things I say. Guess that's also part of being what we are. Anyway, my sister seems to be fully on 'my side' now and stuff. Don't know what we're going to do about our mum though.
Today I attended the first session of the First Aid course. Was quite interesting and fun. After that I had to rush for a game with the Wildcats. We had a rough game and nearly lost, but came through at the end. After that, I headed to work and helped out. Ended up raining heavily. Well now I'm home.
Now that I'm more clear-headed, I can think better and stuff. But sometimes my actions say something else. But like I said, we're all still humans, and that no matter what, Life Goes On.
I'm still waiting for a chance to grab my chance at chasing something, a goal that I intend to make my life long goal. Some may not know what it is, others may have a hint, and a few would understand what it. I just hope that my goal is achieved much sooner before it's too late.

15 July 2008

Life goes on.

Took a few days to post this up as I did not want to get really emotional or breakdown while writing this. Anyway, it's funny how people, humans in general, tend to feel really emotional when the same sad thing happens again and we already know it's going to happen. Ironically, the sad event is also a happy one. So in the end are we actually emotionally down or even crying, or are we feeling joy for the event. Specifically, it's the event of a very good and close friend of ours leaving to pursue her future. It's sad that she's leaving, let alone leaving again. And we're happy for her that she's doing what she wants; well she isn't exactly doing what she wanted to do.
Here I am sitting at my computer and letting you know (whoever you may be) that life does go on. Here I am thinking that I was probably going to end up in a miserable state, especially after knowing about a certain thing which I hoped for was going to happen. But there's this one thing I learned, and it's the fact that everything that happens, is all part of life. We're going through constant trials and triumphs. We usually can't tell the two apart due to the difficult situations we get stuck in. And it's not that I never knew this, but I am now learning to embrace it.
The true love of my life will be far away once again, and I still can't do much. But now I will try to do more and make a difference. Will it be tough, yes. Will there be hardships, yes. Will it stop me, I sure hope not. I am going to make a strong stand and do my best.
An old chapter of my life has finally come to an end. It was a very bitter one in fact. Now a new one opens up and a new journey begins. I will not say that it is an adventure, because although I do know what my agenda is, but it is one that is not meant for the sake of pleasure. It will be long and hard, but I will try my best to never say die. I will not say for sure as I don't want to be making any promises I might not be able to keep. Although I am aiming to go all the way. Hopefully can make a difference and a strong impact.

Once again, I am alone. Once again, I will try and achieve my goal. This time I am braver and bolder. I can safely say that I am reborn and a changed man.

10 July 2008

Purpose

All right, this is the first official post of my blog. Now the purpose of me making this blog is to express myself when I can't or have no time to with my friends and loved ones. Don't worry, this doesn't mean that I'm not going to come to those who I have been with my problems.

Now for my first expression that I want to "vent" out. I seriously have issues with my family. Or maybe I just have issues with myself. Either way I have issues. The thing is, sometimes the issues aren't really the problem, but more of what's really bugging me inside that reverts me to thinking that I have issues or somesort. Now this may sound confusing but who cares. You can choose to read this and understand or just bug off. This is my space to express. And I really need to find another word to use.
Now back to my problem; well I need to figure out how to resolve my inner peace. For other people, it's more like meditating after some time and knowing your path of life. Something along those lines. Well sometimes I feel like I need to be cut some slack. Yes it's my fault that I don't exactly tell them everything that's going on in my head and heart, because if I did, I wouldn't be normal. I wouldn't be, in the sense that I would just be saying everything out without knowing why I'm saying it and not really solving the problem. And then again if I don't say as much as I can, how can they give me some space to breathe. I know I may sound contradicting, but that's just me at times. I have a friend who calls himself the "prince of contradiction." I just call him the "new age Confucious." Ok, I'm getting a little off topic and this is becoming really long.
In short, I need some time to myself, but only from certain people. I need more breathing space for certain things. But for some others, especially a certain someone, I hope I can get as much understanding from them, although I am the cause of the gap between us. But I'm still working on that. And once again I need to say that I need to fix up my grammar and stuff because I'm writing with lots and lots of errors.
Guess that'll be all for now. And there will definitely be more posts to come. Good ones :D And a better outlook for this blog.

See ya!

First Post

This post is written for the sake of making the first post.